2/11/07

So today my class was canceled so im at home resting.
Well today marks the 2nd yr that my cousin Brandon Lee Spieght is not here especially with us anymore. Every time around this time it sucks because i truthfully have not let it go, it still does not seem real eventually i guess it will. Like this xmas and the last one i kept thinking where is Brandon or at functions im like oh is Brandon coming then i rem. o no he's not. I miss him alot and so does the whole fam it just seems so weird because a piece of us is missing and it is, but at the same time he is in a better place and everyone keeps saying that but i still think what if he was still here, what if we did this or that, what if..what if...i try not to. I try not to cry either because it does not help and i try and think of all the fun times. i love you and miss you Brandon <3